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"Oh, Kitty, I misspoke. I recognised him because I recognised his love."

God I make myself sick sometimes. What a pile of sanctimonious crap.

I recognised you, Charles, because your mind is like an atomic bomb on the psi-scape. Do you have any idea how furious I am at you right now? I have never been afraid like that before. You made me see what they see. You made me terrified of your - our - power; terrified of the harm we could do to these children. I'm one of the world's most powerful mutant minds, Charles, and you had me wretching with fear.

Well, no wonder the humans hate us. No wonder they look at us and see their own extinction - and worse, their children's extinction. Damn you for making me see reason in their hate.

You made a liar of me, Charles. I said they wouldn't be harmed again and they were harmed, God damn you.

This has been a long and terrible week, and I will say no more, because I know I speak in anger. But you made me hate who I am, Charles, and for that I doubt I can ever forgive you.