[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
Not that it's any of my concern, at least, not anymore. But with the amassing bodies collecting by the pool, student lounge, and in front of the television, should we perhaps relegate how and when the students decide to indulge themselves? Usually, I'd keep my trapt shut, if it wasn't for seeing something rather disturbing earlier.

Three younger students barelling down the stairwell, melted ice cream streaming down their faces. The three shrieked, hiccuped, and giggled themselves all the way to the kitchen. But the image wouldn't have been as troubling, if the three students hadn't relieved another horde group of sugar-coated members of their ice-cream eating troupe. All of whom were guarding their private stash of Berry Chocolate Swirl.

I would recommend that no one make any quick movements while in that general area, especially within the kitchen. I had placed my hand on the freezer door and some of the students had taken to snarling their disapproval. Which meant, take-out for the evening.

Either way, I'd like to thank this Gale character, personally. Has anyone confirmed the rumor that it may be You-Know-Who?
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
I did the right thing. The absolutely bloody right thing.

For once.

Shit.
[identity profile] x-dazzler.livejournal.com
Betsy is taking a personal leave of undetermined duration and will be away from the mansion. She had no classes this term, so no arrangements need to be taken in that regard.

That is all.
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
I've decided to start a pact with the medical staff.

I solemnly swear that I will avoid any bodily harm in the near and immediate future. This means that overnight stays spent within the medlabs will not be condone, including no sleep-induced exhaustion, comas, and/or psychic episodes.

In hopes that these veiled promises will promote goodwill between the medical staff and I. I would only care for some consideration when placing your frozen equipment upon my delicate skin. I'm worried that shocks to my system may already affect my fragile health.
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
When I tell you to take a nap, you bloody well do it! Don't force me to take extreme measures and no, I don't mean a tranquilizer gun.
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
I remember putting a post up around a month ago, stating my need to gain some perspective. Whether it was time away from the journals, or some breathing room, I was given that space. And while I may still have some personal issues to work through, I'd like to express my gratitude in your patience.

I haven't been the most stable personality as of late and I apologise for that. From now on, I promise to try and be that self-involved bitch that you've all come to know and love. It may be hard at first, but I'm sure I'll manage.

Love,
Bets.
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
It's been exactly a year since everything changed for me. And I'll be honest, six months of cognizant control hasn't been enough time to deal with it all.

I remember when the journal systems were put up as a hope to continue the open flow of communication between staff and students. And back then I remember thinking, "Oh god, what could I possibly say of interest without being called a bore or a knobhead of a teacher?" Funny, how much a person's priorities can deviate in such a short span of time.

I know I still scare some of the children and not in that healthy, authoritarian way.

I live every moment, second-guessing myself, always thinking it would be easier to communicate through the journals than in person. But now, I can't be too sure.

It wouldn't help matters if I slip up and tell the little ones that I still hear Kwannon, whispering to me when my guard is down? Or that somedays, I wonder if it's really me in control. I couldn't even begin to wonder what that'd do to their impression of me.

Perhaps, I should tell them how I feel about the Askani? Or the fact that I'd avoid all of them, if I could, in order to make sure they're safe from me. But, that isn't possible either.

I'm sorry, Professor. But, the more I think about it, the less I want to participate in this joint venture of communication. Not until...I can learn how to move forward again.
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
After the last two times I've ventured outside with dismal results, I choose to remain inside where it's safe. So, not to waste a perfectly good party night. I will spend my evening christening my supposedly barren quarters. You're all more than welcome to pop in.

First come, first serve!

Truth

Jul. 21st, 2004 03:54 pm
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
Some days, I truly wish to be unaware of what everyone is thinking. I hate it. I'd choose to be blind to the fact that some cringe in my presence, or avoid me altogether. And while, everyone feels it's necessary to force me out of reclusivity, I'm finding less reasons to do so.

In my experiences, the truth has never set anyone free. It only becomes another burden we carry on our travels.
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
Right.

Not a word.

Not one.

Nathan....

May. 4th, 2004 11:53 am
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
I should probably keep my trap shut, but I thought I should tell you.

I saw something last night. Something from when you were gone. I spent most the evening, huddling the loo, trying to process it all. But I know it's in there, jumbled.

I think I can help, if you want it. This time without the aimless wandering.
[identity profile] x-dazzler.livejournal.com
Hey all... anyone have any idea where Betsy is? Haven't felt her near all day and just took a good look around and I can't find her in the mansion at all. I think she's alright, but she seems preoccupied and ignoring me.
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
I know that I cannot teach my classes. And I know that I can't handle facing my students just yet. They look so forward to seeing me, but they just don't know the truth. If they did....well.

I must say that Manuel's post shows promise, but I can't help but worry about its' delivery. And the fact that I've chosen to avoid the main journal system, after his post, tells me that there's need for concern.

I will not speak of my experience, but I will say that we should remain observant of Mr. de la Rocha.
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
Not that I mind playing interference on collecting the remains of the well, deceased.

But does anyone have any idea on what we're going to do with all those bodies in the Morgue?

Can't necessairly go out back with a shovel, can we? The neighbors'd get suspicious.
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
Why is there such a call for concern on Miles' behalf?

Isn't this becoming a bit overdramaticized? Perhaps the result of natural motherly instincts being pushed to their extreme?
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
I thought I was imagining things...all apart of the recovery process. Stress.

Oh god, what did he do to me?
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
Since most of the student body is off grounds, I will be catching a late evening flight to California Tuesday. I have some family matters that must be handled immediately and I'm unsure as of how long I'll be gone.

I apologize for the short notice, but I was only informed of the situation a few hours ago.

Thank you.

Sincerely,
Elisabeth Braddock
[identity profile] x-celsis.livejournal.com
It's early, but as always I'm awake anyway at this ridiculous hour, so I might as well get this out of the way.

Prior to the summer term, Hank, Betsy and myself attended the unveiling of Sebastian Shaw's new mutant sensor hardware, one part of what he said was a government mandated attempt to 'address the mutant issue' once and for all. He made it quite clear in his television appearances at that time that his methods for addressing the mutant issue might easily be termed a 'final solution'. (Lest we forget, Shaw is himself a mutant, though not openly.)

At the same time that Shaw unveiled his new hardware, Stryker was leading an attack on this school, the direct outcome of which (among other things) was a confrontation between Charles and the President, which in turn led the President to spike the Shaw contract, at least officially.

Unofficially, Shaw and the Pentagon were still very much in contact with regards to this matter, as my own investigations made clear. When Ms Pryde turned up files containing schematics for these robotic weapons called 'Sentinels', it fell into place. Shaw is creating mutant hunters. I needed confirmation, and my contact at Shaw Industries was going to provide it for me. After weeks of digging and amassing information, he turned up dead the other week, which was all the assurance I needed that - and I - had been on to something.

This weekend I went directly to the fountainhead. Haroun, Betsy and Jono were good enough to help me conduct a little light subterfuge at Shaw's New York offices to get the information we needed, and from there it was a matter of some urgency to get our hands on concrete evidence before Shaw could bury it. If necessary, I would have gone ahead with just Peter and Betsy at my side at this point, but Sarah and Jono were both willing to assist, and in my view as their guardian, it was appropriate for them to participate.

What we have discovered is that Shaw is working with the Pentagon to create machines that can locate and destroy mutants - and we have proof, including photographs and final design and weapons schematics. We must accept this as an absolute fact. What we do not know is whether the government is aware of the project, whether the government will sanction this project, or how this project might be implemented.

My suspicion is that these Sentinels will be used to enforce mutant registration, should the act ever be passed. However, it is conceivable that we'll see Sentinels in action before that time, either in tests, or in special 'anti-terror' actions authorized by Homeland Security. We must act before a reason can be found or fabricated to put these Sentinels into use. The machine we saw was not complete, but we have no reason to believe it was the first of its kind.

Jono and Sarah acquitted themselves admirably in unforeseeable circumstances. I would never have placed them in a position where I did not think they would be capable of handling themselves, and I strongly believe that among all our students, they are among the best equipped - both mentally and physically - for field operations. Indeed, if we don't put their potential to use, then I fear they'll find other channels, just as Mr Allerdyce did.

Foolhardy

Sep. 2nd, 2003 03:42 am
[identity profile] x-psylocke.livejournal.com
About this weekend....

Honestly, I don't want to think about it, talk about it, or even play with the idea. But, I...we have no choice.

So much has happened in such a short expanse of time, and I wish I could rationalize it as a string of bad luck, but this is not the time to be ignorant to blatant truths. We've had more than enough time to be aware, to prepare ourselves for the possibility of a war.

Have we squandered our advantage? Is it too late?

God, I hope not.

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