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I have just had some... news, that I felt I should probably tell to the rest of the staff.
It would seem, on the evidence we have now though it will not be confirmed until some tests are carried out... that Amanda Sefton is my sister. Or my foster sister, rather, who was stolen from the family many years ago. I have spoken of this before to some of you, you will remember...
Amanda is aware of the situation, though I have not spoken with her about it yet. I just thought you should all be made aware also.
It would seem, on the evidence we have now though it will not be confirmed until some tests are carried out... that Amanda Sefton is my sister. Or my foster sister, rather, who was stolen from the family many years ago. I have spoken of this before to some of you, you will remember...
Amanda is aware of the situation, though I have not spoken with her about it yet. I just thought you should all be made aware also.
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Date: 2004-12-21 04:18 pm (UTC)Kurt? Are you okay? You sound a bit shell-shocked.
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Date: 2004-12-21 04:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-21 04:31 pm (UTC)I have tea. It's very soothing - Paige gave it to me. Pop by if you need to talk and help get your head together.
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Date: 2004-12-21 04:33 pm (UTC)"Stolen"?
Date: 2004-12-21 04:48 pm (UTC)If we're really lucky, I'll be able to keep her from doing something you'll regret, but really, don't make bets. I've had long conversations with her about what she'd do if she ever found Amanda's "family".
Re: "Stolen"?
Date: 2004-12-21 04:50 pm (UTC)Re: "Stolen"?
Date: 2004-12-21 04:51 pm (UTC)You know...
Date: 2004-12-21 05:36 pm (UTC)Re: You know...
Date: 2004-12-22 04:14 pm (UTC)But the answers are going to have to be bloody good, because whenh you get right down to it, Romany and I have spend the last year (and more in her case) making sure Amanda gets to make her own choices and generally cleaning up them mess caused because they were careless enough to let Amanda get stolen and go through the hell she did. Because they didn't do the job right, Romany and I have had to take steps to make sure that any scumbag from the magical community that wants a piece of Amanda will probably try and kill the pair of us first. That's going to need to be one hell of an excuse.
I'm sure you've got some idea how we feel.
Speaking just for myself, though: Amanda chooses her own family, and I'm damn sure no-one's going to stop her doing that.
Re: You know...
Date: 2004-12-22 04:52 pm (UTC)Waiting for the answers is good.
You could say that I do have some idea, yes. And I still wonder how I managed to stop them from taking Miles because by all rights I should be dead now Pete. So forgive me if I'm a little touchy on the assumption that someone else who, from what I'm seeing and what I was told was devastated by the loss of their child, would not have done enough.
And if anyone tries to force Amanda into anything, you can be damn sure I'll be right up there making sure it doesn't happen. I just don't see any of that happening now.
You owe them nothing and Amanda all you have. I understand that. I'm just saying it... might not be doing her a favor to go off angry about this. That's all.
Re: You know...
Date: 2004-12-22 07:15 pm (UTC)Rack did not take Amanda from us by violence, or by walking into the camp with no subterfuge and simply taking her when we were not looking, as you seem to believe, Pete. We were not that careless... perhaps we were stupid, but in a certain sense only. The man was intelligent enough and had resources enough to make it look official, for long enough to suit his purposes.
He came to the camp as others had before him, smartly dressed and in a car, with identification "proving" him to be a representative of the local Social Services, and paperwork allowing him to serve a compulsory care order and take Amanda away. As I said, this was not the first time local authorities had removed a child from our midst "for their own good", and we had no reason to believe this was not just another example of that. None of us had ever seen Rack before.
Believing it was an official decision, my mother fought the best way she could. If Rack had been who he said he was, defying him would have brought the police down on our heads and risked getting all the camp's children taken into care and the adults, perhaps, arrested for wilful endangerment or worse. So my mother, though not without argument and distress on all our parts, finally let them go. The next day, and for many days after that, she and my father went straight to the local government offices and made their presence felt.
It took three weeks before someone, wanting no doubt to get rid of them, finally looked up the family name and told them there was no record of any child by that name being legally removed from her parents. And then my mother turned to other means.
She does have some magic, you see, though I doubt she is as powerful as Romany and I know she is not as powerful as Amanda... or Rack. If she had known the truth when Rack came to us, she would have fought him with everything she had to prevent his getting his way. But as it was, all she could do was use all the ways she knew to find someone magically. By then, of course, Rack and Amanda were long gone, and we had no hint of where they might be. So she tried locator spells, and scrying, and other ways...
All failed. And she tried them again, and again, and again, every day for years, without results. I believe, now, it is because Rack knew she was not without power, and had acted to block her attempts. But please do not say that we did nothing to try to find her.
Re: You know...
Date: 2004-12-22 10:56 pm (UTC)But it doesn't change what happened, and I'm not someone with a forgiving disposition.
But my views don't actually matter very much, and Amanda's quite a bit nicer than I am. Give her time and space, and let her come to own decisions, and I'll support whatever she wants.
Re: You know...
Date: 2004-12-22 10:46 pm (UTC)In brief: I accept that to a large extent, my views don't matter, and that being pissed off isn't going to help Amanda. Which is why I'm doing it here, where she can't see it. I'm completely willing to support whatever decisions she comes to, and she knows it.
My comment about forcing things wasn't so a reflection on what I think anyone might be doing, just, you know, a statement of pride about Amanda.
Re: You know...
Date: 2004-12-22 10:53 pm (UTC)She's come a long way since she's been here - and you have more right to state such a thing than I do, at that. But there's agreement there, without a doubt.
And hey. If you still need to rant and rave, that's hardly going to put me off - I'm just a phone call away.
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Date: 2004-12-21 07:35 pm (UTC)Hank fiddled with Forge's device a little so that I could get onto the staff journal. Rather glad he did, now.
Kurt? You are aware that Amanda heard a very different version of what happened to land her in Rack's hands, right? I don't have any trouble believing that he was a lying bastard, not after meeting his ghost when Amanda did her unbinding ritual. But even if you can prove to her that he lied, what he told her has been the truth as she's seen it for years. It's not something she can just dismiss.
I suppose what I'm saying is be careful. Whatever you do.
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Date: 2004-12-22 12:35 am (UTC)